It's starting to get a bit chilly. Nothing major though and still no snow. Which I'm usually fine with, but it's Christmas in a few weeks and it doesn't look like Christmas without the snow. Oh and it's also my birthday soon too. Nothing going to do anything major with that though.

I sometimes think I might be growing out of the whole lj thing. At least commenting on some people. I try to comment on some entries and they just delete them or ignore them. Screw them then!

I did over 30 or so readings on ebay. I think I am going to take a break from them for now. That was fun to do, but also really draining. Plus I never made much because I'm not established and stupid ebay fees.

My hair is almost shoulder length now. Few more months and I might actually have something you can actually call long hair. Patience might just be paying off the time. At least in the realm of hair. Still have not heard back from the clinic in Toronto. Really.. how long does it take to send in my referral? If I don't hear from them by the end of this week. I'm phoning the internist myself. Enough of this bs.

I told myself I would not get into it. But I just can't help myself.

Ok so I saw New Moon last weekend. Not my favourite movie by far. I made sarcastic remarks, laughed and just had fun with it all. Even so... everyone needs to shut up with the one up pretentious blogs and commentary. It promotes abusive relationships. Really? So then horror movies promote murders by that logic.

I'm not sure why I'm sticking up for this movie. Other than the fact one of my sisters likes it (and no she's no twihard). And all the blabbing about how bad it is, is getting really old. It's the same story regurgitated by people over and over again. How they think that because they hate this movie that their level of intelligence is somehow much higher then someone who loves this movie. I've always said and still stick to. Movies (and music) do not define you. I see both as entertainment. Pure and simple. Some movies are so bad I see them as junk food for the brain. Good on occasion, but not everyday.

Got a letter from the government yesterday and a bill from a collection agency, both for the same amount of money. Government wants me to pay them $2500 in monthly payments I've missed. Payments in which I've already told them a thousand times that I cannot make. I want to pay them, I just can't. I don't have a job. I love it when they ask if I can put it on a credit card or ask family. Yeah, not going to happen.

Also need to get things in gear and finish that pharm course. I just need some stamps and another ink cartridge. I think I have 6 or 7 more units and I'm done with it.

Long time no post? Not much going on. I figure why post much if I don't have much to say.

Although on a whim I posted my readings on ebay again. Only one person has purchased so far, but I did the reading. And they were impressed. I think that is pretty awesome. So up to two glowing feedback from being in regards to my readings. I rather enjoy that praise. I would of made a separate account for just the readings, but I hate how I can't do buy it now with no feedback on it. So I just stick to my buying account.

The feedback makes me feel more confident in my abilities. Maybe I'll continue to offer them there as long as feedback is good.

I've really neglected lj lately. Just been trying to finish up my courses, then got a stupid trojan on the computer (one of those that logs financial info) So I just reformatted, then I got sick.

Between all that I did go to the Pink concert. Luckily I didn't get sick until a few days after that. Still sick right now. It's some kind of flu. Hope to get over it soon. I actually had to cancel my appointment with the kidney specialist today because I'm sick. Thankfully they didn't charge me for it. That's it for now.

Almost done with the chemistry and biology. There's about three weeks left and then the course is finished with. I'm working as best as I can to finish them on time, no way I want to spend all this time on them and not complete them.

Then I can go back to finishing up the pharmacy tech course. I hope to finish that and get a job in that field. I'd like to try living in Vancouver when I'm done that. I just don't think I have the money to make a cross country move! One can dream though.

I admit it, I've been procrastinating with my chemistry work. I just don't really understand that chemistry calculations and the compositions. I'll try to read through the text again tonight, but not sure how that will go.

Had my dietitian appointment last week. It actually went really well. She was impressed with my knowledge about supplements, the surgery, and various other things. I've done my research well. This isn't something I'm going into blindly or taking lightly.

I'm hoping that the government doesn't hold back my gst in October, because I would like to get a new (prepaid) cell phone. Virgin has one that will suit me just fine. I just need money. Money is always the major key in most things though. Those who say money can't buy happiness must have more money then they know what to do with. Ha.

Getting tired of the heat and the humidity. I can't even watch the news right now, because if I hear one more person say how beautiful the weather is I might end up throwing something at the TV. This weather is only beautiful if you go home to air conditioning.

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Doesn't help that it's wrecking havoc with my health. My blood sugar readings are all over the place. Speaking of which, I have my dietitian appointment on Thursday. I don't have the information class or social worker appointment until October though.

Unfortunately Precious left us earlier today. It's really sad. But trying to remember the good times we had with her. My mom and Samantha took her to the vet early in the morning. I just knew it wasn't going to have a happy ending. Hoping that she's in a better place now where she can see and chase the birds all day.

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Luckily so far I am doing ok in the chemistry course. I don't have really high marks, only about a 75% average, but it's ok. I think what gets me the most is the equations and formulas. They frustrate me to know end, and half the time I don't know if I'm doing it correctly. I feel dumb. Biology is much better for me, I have about a 85% average in that. Math is ok. Much lower in that though. I think I have about a 60% average. I don't know why I thought I could do this all at once. I'm crazy!

Redyed my hair a couple of days ago. Much deeper red. Not as fire engine like. I like it a bit better. Might keep this colour for awhile.

Still job hunting. Not much else to say in regards to that.

It's been a rainy, slightly more chill summer this year. Although this week has been much warmer and even a bit humid. Not a big fan of humidity. I think I preferred the rain more.